alright it's 1:30 a.m. on the 24th and i'm gonna talk about 'seasick'. i'm gonna try and make it brief but i'm gonna talk about it regardless. mute me if you don't want to see it.
where i was when i wrote it and where i am now are two vastly different places in my life (and who isn't after a year of pandemic) and i wasn't even on stan twt. it's a huge piece of me and marks, what i consider, my first big step into nct ficdom.
i consider it my magnum opus, as of right now, and i know that in five, ten years it won't be. but it think it says a lot in regards to me, nct ficdom and how much a person with a can-do attitude can do for a fandom.
she was one of the first works in the renjohn tag and she's incredibly oversized and out of this world in terms of content. i mean, just look at her stats, they're insane:
she's great. i still read her from time to time and there are things i would change. things i wish i had done better, or not done at all, or reworked, but she's a beaut. and i love her.
and at the end of the day i'm thankful for her, everything she taught me. everything she gave me and convinced me to do. without her, i don't know that i ever would've considered even starting this account.
next month i will have been on this acct for a year. thank you. for loving her. for loving me. for caring about me. and for every single person who ever hyped me up when i wasn't sure if what i was doing was right or even worth the time. thank you.
and if you made this this far down the thread, thank you for that too. here's her official tweet (sorry the date's wrong) and maybe give her a read for me, if you have some time. https://twitter.com/sofarsoperfect/status/1275858821672570880