i guess i can do.. a serious thread? havent done this in a while actually lol

i think i have a lot of problems making friends and holding onto relationships

just recently a few days ago, i unfriended some people because i just wanted time to think yknow?

its not something id do normally id just feel a bit of guilt, try to be better, rinse and repeat, months later we're in a fight again

really would rather not deal with that again so i just want to be the kind of person to walk away from drama

i can joke, say shit, be rude, do things that arent swiggity swag but i try to be a nice dude and be funny to others and try to not mean *that* much harm

but never will i accept the fact that people ''expect'' me to be better, do this and do that, blah blah blah

it just makes my skin crawl when someone, ESPECIALLY from the internet says they expected shit from me, as if they know me that well

...you dont know shit about me irl like RELAX.

this thread wasnt really towards anyone, the whole ''unfriending'' part was like an example to bring up, that was like it i guess?

i dont got much plans for the weekend i just might be slightly off on twitter for a bit i dunno

i'd say sorry to anyone ive hurt but really i dont wanna do that now, id rather practice first on how to improve and all that stuff and then peacefully talk it out

theres probably a fucking list of people i have to apologize and just call it a day, dont got reasons to consider them friends again, i'd rather have a smaller group of friends than multiple groups so really i see this as a win-win for both groups