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um don& #39;t mind me tweeting my brain thoughts in this thread lol
does being on social media ever feel so like pointless to anyone else in the sense that in the grand scheme of things, there& #39;s SO many people here, what does my significance contribute in there yk?
numbers and interactions don& #39;t MAKE a person, but sometimes it feels like without them i& #39;m lesser than? i& #39;ve been trying to combat that for years with like my makeup account and stuff but its such a prevalent thought in my mind
like i& #39;m never gonna be & #39;famous& #39; and i don& #39;t necessarily want to be, but then tweeting my thoughts and sharing posts just becomes so like mindless to me
i just feel like such a small fish in a big ass fucking like OCEAN
like where does my relative relevancy even even end up fitting ?
like where does my relative relevancy even even end up fitting ?
like even when i see stan accounts with like thousands of followers i feel like they& #39;d just feel so much more,,, validated? in their opinions?
especially with the 1 year anniversary, it feels like my contribution to anything fandom related is so small and pointless especially now that its blown up to the size that it is
idk what the point of this thread is, it& #39;s late and my mind is in 100 different places i should probably sleep, but i just don& #39;t know if i& #39;m the only one that feels this way :/
tl;dr i am a mess
