(Okay...I need to get this off my chest and out there.
In the 6+ years I& #39;ve been in the Twitter rp community I have made a lot of amazing friends, unfortunately I don& #39;t talk to pretty much any of them anymore.
Mainly cause overtime they left or, we just stopped chatting, or
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and this is the reason for this thread. They started ignoring me out of nowhere. Now it& #39;s happening again rn, BUT, it& #39;s not the focus of this thread, the focus is to simply explain what& #39;s happened in the past with me personally and how I& #39;ve tried being a
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better person. So, being ignored isn& #39;t that big of an issue, I& #39;m use too it, what the issue is, is when I& #39;m looking for an answer to a serious question that affects myself mentally. For years my depression has really taken me over, and it puts a lot of bad thoughts
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in my head. And multiple times, I& #39;ve messaged someone about it, someone who I thought was my friend, and they ignore me and leave me on seen, when I specifically ask them about certain issues. It& #39;s happened multiple times to me and it fucking hurts each time.
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I try to not get close to anyone on here, but unfortunately it happens, and I& #39;m someone who irl, has very very few friends I can talk too, and vent too. And it always seems to me that no matter what I do, no matter how hard I try to be a better person it& #39;s not enough.
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I still get ignored by people I thought I could trust. My other big big big issue is, and this is something that has stuck with me since the fucking beginning of my time on this stupid bird app, I remember more or less all the details so Imma tell you a true story.
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When I first started on here, I was a AJ Lee rp, I ended up meeting someone who was playing as Nikki Bella, we were pretty good friends in character and out of character. We talked about a lot and my depression was slowly starting and I mentioned it and they helped me. Once.
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Suddenly, they had issues and I helped them every chance I got, but I one night had a lot of stress on me, my depression wasn& #39;t as bad as it would become but it was still a lot and I dmed them saying I needed to vent and at the time I always waited for permission.
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They didn& #39;t reply, but we& #39;re on the timeline, so I messaged them on the timeline asking them to check our messages, and they fucking blocked me.
To this day I don& #39;t know why.
Now in the last couple of years it& #39;s happened to me twice where someone I thought was my friend,
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started ignoring me. We would talk about their issues, but when it came to mine they wanted nothing to do with it. And I& #39;m seriously at a point of doubt about my...I guess friendship skills. So that& #39;s it.)
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