Before, I thought that the biggest happiness in my life is everytime I got awards sa school. Until this moment come, I didn't even learn in school anymore. It's just pressure sa sarili ko kung paano ko ba matututunan lahat ng lesson na yon on my own.

Until I became a BTS fan. I'm not saying na you will be happy whe u stan BTS, I'm just saying na you can find your own happiness. At first, I just thought that I will low-key stan them not until they really became my comfort.

Everytime I'm crying just because nahihirapan ako mag aral, I'm just watching their videos and all. Those moments na I've been torturing my self na, I've been sleeping 7 am just to finish my modules and as I said, I'm not learning anymore.

'Buti ka pa meron, ako wala haha.' Gulat din ako kasali pa pala ako. Naguguilty lang ako, actually. Hindi naman sa hindi ko gusto, buti nga meron pa. It's just that ayokong nagkakareward na wala man lang ako natututunan in the end.

I'm not sure who's reading this thread but if u came here, I just want to say na you're doing great. There's a lot of opportunities that will come for u someday so don't be discouraged. Be strong and make sure na u will learn in every storms u will experience.

Make sure to be genuinely happy in every moment of your life. Life is really short.