Before, I thought that the biggest happiness in my life is everytime I got awards sa school. Until this moment come, I didn& #39;t even learn in school anymore. It& #39;s just pressure sa sarili ko kung paano ko ba matututunan lahat ng lesson na yon on my own.
Until I became a BTS fan. I& #39;m not saying na you will be happy whe u stan BTS, I& #39;m just saying na you can find your own happiness. At first, I just thought that I will low-key stan them not until they really became my comfort.
Everytime I& #39;m crying just because nahihirapan ako mag aral, I& #39;m just watching their videos and all. Those moments na I& #39;ve been torturing my self na, I& #39;ve been sleeping 7 am just to finish my modules and as I said, I& #39;m not learning anymore.
& #39;Buti ka pa meron, ako wala haha.& #39; Gulat din ako kasali pa pala ako. Naguguilty lang ako, actually. Hindi naman sa hindi ko gusto, buti nga meron pa. It& #39;s just that ayokong nagkakareward na wala man lang ako natututunan in the end.
I& #39;m not sure who& #39;s reading this thread but if u came here, I just want to say na you& #39;re doing great. There& #39;s a lot of opportunities that will come for u someday so don& #39;t be discouraged. Be strong and make sure na u will learn in every storms u will experience.
Make sure to be genuinely happy in every moment of your life. Life is really short.