[ HURT : DГЕАМN4P ]
< yelling , arguing , mentioning of ɢɛօʀɢɛ , kагl , Qu4ck!ty and Pvnz , pushing , crying >
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I’m very hurt rn. And angered :D his is basically a way for me to vent out my feelings. Cool? Cool !!
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arguing. It always arguing between the two, Sариар and dгеам have recently not been cooperating with each other. It always had to be something the other disagreed, they weren’t together or anything..Sариар was just a side thing for dгеам, but holy fuck he got tired of it so fast

Every time they would have sex, dгеам would moan out G30Rg3’s name, which was whatever but it still absolutely hurt the crap out of him.

“ why can’t you just understand that, my feelings matter too dгеам! I’ve always been here to help you ! And when I was hurt, you were NOWHERE

To be found! What about me dгеам?! Do I just not..matter?!” Sариар yelled in between his tears, choking on his words. He wasn’t even sad! He was frustrated with his own fucking emotions.

“ Sариар! You know I get busy, I’m sorry I can’t be here with you at ALL times! “ dгеам

looked at the ravenette Male infront of him, truly it wasn’t his job to fucking make sure Sариар was feeling fine every single minute of every fucking day.

“ busy?! Busy with what dгеам! You’re probably busy with ɢɛօʀɢɛ! Because oh fuck you sure have all the fucking time for him

but never for me! Every time we hang out, you always always have to bring him up! Oh ɢɛօʀɢɛ this ɢɛօʀɢɛ that! What does he have that I DON’T DГЕАМ!” Sариар pushed the blonde against the wall, staring at him in the eyes.

Dгеам walked up to Sариар and grabbed him by the hair,

pulling him closer “ oh he has so much Sариар! He isn’t as annoying as you are , he always makes me feel happy and actually makes me laugh. Please Sариар, you’re NOTHING compared to him”

ouch. That was so fucking harsh, dгеам knew he didn’t mean it..but he was so caught up in

the moment..so anything that came out of his mouth..felt so true, the words..the rough treatment, everything. He didn’t mean it, but his anger got the best of dгеам.

[silent]

Everything..everything was so quiet..the two staring at each other’s eyes, the wind blowing leafs

fuck..if a needle would drop it would be able for them to hear. Before dгеам could apologize, it was already too late..Sариар was crying, crying harder then he was before..this time it was him being frustrated, he actually felt..sad? It felt like a piece of his heart was ripped

Out and stomped on multiple times..Sариар genuinely had romantic feelings for dгеам..but fuck why did it sting so much, he was nothing like ɢɛօʀɢɛ..maybe he was right.

“ hey..hey hey pandas..pandas please I’m sorry, I’m sorry I didn’t mean it “ dгеам quickly apologized,

unclipping his mask, letting it fall on the hardwood floor, “please I didn’t mean to make you cry..” dгеам cupped the other’s cheek, tears pricking from the side of his eyes.

Sариар felt so..weak right there and then, he felt so lightheaded..why wasn’t he as good as ɢɛօʀɢɛ? What

is wrong with him..he doesn’t even care if him and dгеам get together..maybe..just maybe he would still be a side piece for him to love. He couldn’t hear, all of dгеам’s apologies where being blocked out from the ringing in his ears. Why couldn’t he be loved the same way, he

loves dгеам, he’s never picked or chosen, he’s always being left behind..kагl and Qu4ck!ty leave him behind already, his own “fiancé’s” didn’t love him, was he about to lose dгеам as well?..

“why..why can’t you love me the same the way I do dгеам..” Sариар gripped onto the

other’s shirt, punching his chest “p-please why can’t you love me the same! I love you so much! So so so much but..you love ɢɛօʀɢɛ!”

Sариар felt so so tired, his eyes all red and рцffy, having tears roll down his reddened cheeks. His throat hurt so much, all the yelling made

him lose his voice slowly but surely. Dгеам was about to reply back to the younger boy before the door of Sариар‘s house was opened, “I think you need to leave” Pvnz, thank god it was Pvnz.

Dгеам just looked at Sариар dumbfounded, letting go of the younger and walking out of

the house. Pvnz looked at dгеам walking out of the house, shaking his head. He quickly rushed over to the younger and pulled him at a tight hug, placing one of his hands over the ravenette’s head, “let it out”.

It was almost at cue, where Sариар broke down in between Pvnz arms

he felt.. tired , used , emotionally drained but..mostly heart broken. was it really over between Sариар and dгеам? Did he really fuck everything up? he should’ve stayed quiet , he shouldn’t have said anything. Everything would have been fine if he just kept his mouth shut
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:0 oh- oh I didn’t mean for it to be this long. Anyways :D I’m still sad but whatever.