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cw: breakup
"No."
It was what Wanyin managed to say again and again as Xichen caressed his face while they kissed. Even the action brought him pain as his own hands trembled, holding on to Xichen's wrists.
"Wanyin, I--"
"You're leaving me."
cw: breakup
"No."
It was what Wanyin managed to say again and again as Xichen caressed his face while they kissed. Even the action brought him pain as his own hands trembled, holding on to Xichen's wrists.
"Wanyin, I--"
"You're leaving me."
"My love, don't cry--"
"You're leaving me, and for what?" Wanyin croaks.
"I never asked where you went whenever you were gone for days on end; that's because you promised that you'd come back for me. Isn't this the same thing? You're coming back, right?
"You're leaving me, and for what?" Wanyin croaks.
"I never asked where you went whenever you were gone for days on end; that's because you promised that you'd come back for me. Isn't this the same thing? You're coming back, right?
I won't ask anything, just... don't leave me. Please."
/Wanyin...I don't know if I can come back./
"My love, listen to me..." Xichen coaxes, kissing the corner of the writer's eye, still wet from his tears.
"I've been living my life constantly playing with danger, and now I
/Wanyin...I don't know if I can come back./
"My love, listen to me..." Xichen coaxes, kissing the corner of the writer's eye, still wet from his tears.
"I've been living my life constantly playing with danger, and now I
have you."
Xichen pulls Wanyin in an embrace, letting his beloved's cries be muffled on his chest. The taller man closed his eyes, resting his own head on top of the one person he cherished the most.
"You were, and still are, the best thing that happened to me, and that's why..
Xichen pulls Wanyin in an embrace, letting his beloved's cries be muffled on his chest. The taller man closed his eyes, resting his own head on top of the one person he cherished the most.
"You were, and still are, the best thing that happened to me, and that's why..
..Wanyin, I'm letting you go."
The writer wails, and Xichen lets himm He accepted all of Wanyin's punches and slaps against his chest and arm, no matter how weak.
Wanyin felt the cold come for him faster than ever as Xichen made love to him that night, kissing his tears from
The writer wails, and Xichen lets himm He accepted all of Wanyin's punches and slaps against his chest and arm, no matter how weak.
Wanyin felt the cold come for him faster than ever as Xichen made love to him that night, kissing his tears from
pleasure, but more from the pain in his heart. He wanted to stay awake afterwards, because he's terrified of waking up from the bittersweet moment they shared, but exhaustion eventually caught up to him and laid him in the dark.
When he opens his eyes again, it was still dark.
When he opens his eyes again, it was still dark.
But the space next to him was already empty and cold, with only Xichen's scent left as proof he was there.
Nothing could replace the warmth he longed for as Wanyin cried, curling up as he cried Xichen's name over and over.
Nothing could replace the warmth he longed for as Wanyin cried, curling up as he cried Xichen's name over and over.
Would you believe me if this is based on this AU? https://twitter.com/jiangzaisexc/status/1309900114295627776?s=19
And so is this thread? https://twitter.com/jiangzaisexc/status/1333431590983090176?s=19
