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As someone who goes to court for a living, I was relatively calm a while ago and very much level-headed. I guess I knew what to expect already. I know what to do when something doesn& #39;t go as planned. I knew all sorts of remedy when something goes wrong.
As someone who goes to court for a living, I was relatively calm a while ago and very much level-headed. I guess I knew what to expect already. I know what to do when something doesn& #39;t go as planned. I knew all sorts of remedy when something goes wrong.
But as someone who loves you dearly, I was falling apart slowly. I could barely focus on what I was doing bc I was so worried about you. I had all sorts of questions. Will we see you? What will you look like? Did you lose weight? Have you been sleeping well? Are you okay?
Are you happy? Do you still get to smile? I hope you aren& #39;t too hard on yourself. I hope you don& #39;t blame yourself for everything. I miss you. I really miss you. I hate it that you aren& #39;t okay. I hate it that you must be feeling scared right now.
It sucks that I can defend people I don& #39;t even like and yet I can& #39;t do anything for the only person I want to protect and defend. I& #39;m sorry. 
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I hope you find strength to face everything. I hope you never lose the will to find what makes you happy. You deserve a second chance at happiness. It may not be with us anymore but I hope you remember and never forget that you will always have a home with us.
No matter how long it may be, I& #39;ll wait. You& #39;ll always have my hand to hold when things get scary. I& #39;ll walk with you slowly and without any rush. I& #39;ll stay. https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="💙" title="Blaues Herz" aria-label="Emoji: Blaues Herz">
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"I saw that you were perfect and so I loved you. Then I saw that you were not perfect and I loved you even more."
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