TW// fatphobia

... idk if I’m the only one that thinks about this but sometimes I grieve for all the thin ppl (like myself) that are only thin bc they suffered years and years of fatphobia til they just snapped and developed EDs, or unhealthy weight loss habits

Like ngl my parent used to put me on the scale daily and punish me if I weighed too much... that on top of growing up in the midst of Paris and Nicole being EVERYWHERE eventually I just snapped and developed a really really bad ED that lead to my hair falling out in clumps :/

Just makes me sad bc like I am so aware of the skinny privilege I have now but in my mind I’m still that kid being punished for my weight everyday

Omg someone tell me to stop tweeting when I wake up bc these run on sentences are not it

TLDR: don’t experience fatphobia anymore but I still have PTSD from when I did and it makes me rly sad