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I& #39;ve never done this before but today I just wanted to share through this thread how B1A4 changed my miserable life when they entered my life in 2011
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My life has been a rollercoaster ride, mostly downs due to my anxiety issues and bullying that happened in school. I am an introvert who was always quiet and didn& #39;t have the guts to speak up even when I was wronged. No one understood. I was always scolded or teased for that.
In Asian culture, socialization is expected in extremes and in my society it wasn& #39;t different. As a girl, it was expected even more for me to be warm, welcoming to guests(even by non family members) etc2 which I was never able to because of my anxiety.
It became so bad to the point I considered suicide. Like I would rather jump off a building, jump in front of a car or hurt myself rather than meet people. I turned to scratching/pinching myself till it left bruises on my body but I always did it on areas where no one could see.
Life sucked and I never saw any reason to live. I have no idea how and why but I thank the heavens for that person who posted OK MV in facebook. The thumbnail made me curious and I opened it. I immediately fell for the bright and adorable 5 boys.
They made me so curious so I searched up on them, the whole album, fancams etc. I cried when I listened to Only One. When I saw their fancams, nervous boys(they were so cute) yet happy and trying their best I immediately fell in love. I knew they were the one.
The next few days I started following up on them, like literally EVERYTHING. The feeling of happiness they gave me was something I hadn& #39;t felt for a long long long time. I spent my time on them. Days turned into weeks, weeks turned into months and then years.
I loved how humble, kind, talented, adorable, loving, commited, hard working, loyal and down to earth they were. They gave me a reason and motivation to start loving myself and move ahead in life. They made me come out of my shell. I loved them so much and still do.
10 years later I& #39;m such a different person though there are challenges in life. B1A4 was a BIG reason for this achievement of mine. I& #39;ve always wanted to share my story to them and thank them profusely for helping me and giving me the motivation to move ahead in life
I still haven& #39;t been able to due to certain issues but some day I want to fulfill this dream of mine. The things I& #39;ve written here are just snippets. I& #39;m not good with words so I& #39;m not able to express how much they have impacted me.
I also met lovely people through the fandom who have been such a big part of my life. I guess "like idols like fans" is true because the BANAs I& #39;ve met are all so lovely, kind, thoughtful and generous just like B1A4
So through this thread I want to thank everyone here, B1A4 and BANAs for making my life colourful 
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