I've never done this before but today I just wanted to share through this thread how B1A4 changed my miserable life when they entered my life in 2011

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My life has been a rollercoaster ride, mostly downs due to my anxiety issues and bullying that happened in school. I am an introvert who was always quiet and didn't have the guts to speak up even when I was wronged. No one understood. I was always scolded or teased for that.

In Asian culture, socialization is expected in extremes and in my society it wasn't different. As a girl, it was expected even more for me to be warm, welcoming to guests(even by non family members) etc2 which I was never able to because of my anxiety.

It became so bad to the point I considered suicide. Like I would rather jump off a building, jump in front of a car or hurt myself rather than meet people. I turned to scratching/pinching myself till it left bruises on my body but I always did it on areas where no one could see.

Life sucked and I never saw any reason to live. I have no idea how and why but I thank the heavens for that person who posted OK MV in facebook. The thumbnail made me curious and I opened it. I immediately fell for the bright and adorable 5 boys.

They made me so curious so I searched up on them, the whole album, fancams etc. I cried when I listened to Only One. When I saw their fancams, nervous boys(they were so cute) yet happy and trying their best I immediately fell in love. I knew they were the one.

The next few days I started following up on them, like literally EVERYTHING. The feeling of happiness they gave me was something I hadn't felt for a long long long time. I spent my time on them. Days turned into weeks, weeks turned into months and then years.

I loved how humble, kind, talented, adorable, loving, commited, hard working, loyal and down to earth they were. They gave me a reason and motivation to start loving myself and move ahead in life. They made me come out of my shell. I loved them so much and still do.

10 years later I'm such a different person though there are challenges in life. B1A4 was a BIG reason for this achievement of mine. I've always wanted to share my story to them and thank them profusely for helping me and giving me the motivation to move ahead in life

I still haven't been able to due to certain issues but some day I want to fulfill this dream of mine. The things I've written here are just snippets. I'm not good with words so I'm not able to express how much they have impacted me.

I also met lovely people through the fandom who have been such a big part of my life. I guess "like idols like fans" is true because the BANAs I've met are all so lovely, kind, thoughtful and generous just like B1A4

So through this thread I want to thank everyone here, B1A4 and BANAs for making my life colourful