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LEE JENO: as your boyfriend for 4 years, but lately he realized that he’s sick and tired of you
—— a thread
—— a thread
he just came back from a business meeting in spain to meet his clients for the launch of his new vineyard winery in Naples, Italy. He called you after the plane landed, to inform you about your date in a restaurant he booked just yesterday.
he was surprised to see you at the airport, he taught you’re in the condo waiting for him. but, yet you came to surprised him, because you miss jeno so much.
as soon as he saw you standing, he smiled happily. you ran towards him, and hugged him tightly. you murmed “i love you” to him. and he smelled your hair and said “ i miss you “
afterwards, you went both to the restaurant, and have your date. it’s been a long time since your last one. but, you noticed he was focused more on his phone. he gets up, when he receives a call. but you didn’t mind it, inside your head it was all about his work.
you watched him endlessly, you didn’t took off your eyes on him. you missed him so much, that it kills you the fact that he didn’t called nor texted when he was abroad. you were smiling to hide the pain and longing. but your love for him was more stronger.
you took several selfies with him, you didn’t passed this chance to spend another time and create more happy memories with him.
you are happy to see him enjoy. he was fooling around, after your dinner date. you took pictures, selfies, name it. you captured every moment of you with him, and him alone.
but inside the car, he was serious again. you were silent, the whole ride. because you know when he’s serious something happened, and he don’t want anybody to interrupt him. that’s what your dealing for the past 4 years, you don’t like this side of him. you are being suffocated.
he parked the car near a convenience store. he said he’s just gonna buy some beer. you nodded, and you were left alone in the car. while he’s in the store, you heard his phone ring. at first, you ignored it, but it was to irritating, you saw on the screen “nathalie”
you saw him walking towards the car and you putted down his phone. “who is nathalie?” you said it inside your head. you thought of different things like it must’ve been related to work. but you can’t help to overthink things you know how jeno is a sociable man, he is everywhere.
you noticed jeno didn’t drove to your condo, while he drove to a 5-star hotel. you were thinking of what’s the point of the condo you both bought last year, when he have to check-in, in a hotel. that’s nonesense, you said. but again, you have no choice because he’s mad right now
in the hotel lobby, the attendant asked both of you, of what room will you use. you both said in unision;
jeno: two separate bedrooms
you: single room with queen-sized bed
you were embarrassed and confused with his answer. the attendant, didn’t know what to do.
jeno: two separate bedrooms
you: single room with queen-sized bed
you were embarrassed and confused with his answer. the attendant, didn’t know what to do.
“two seperate beds.” jeno said coldly to the attendant. you were shocked and mad at him. “what’s the fcking problem?” you said to him, but he didn’t answer you. instead he kept quite while you’re both in the elevator and when you reached your rooms. he handed your keys, and left.
you were left alone in that cold, big, and dark room. you were supposed to have fun with him, yet he was like that. you were cyring, and you felt alone. you though of what could be the reason behind everything. you started to doubt yourself and believe that he no longer loves you
meanwhile, jeno on the other room is thinking of many things. things that will ruin everything. and he knows deep inside, he doesn’t care about it at all, whether she’s going to be hurt and broken, he doesn’t care anymore. all he wanted now is to be free, free from her.
in the morning, you both decided to eat in the hotel’s breakfast buffet. both of you were dead silent. everything was cold and not right. jeno was still cold and blank, as if he wanted this breakfast to be over now. you on the other hand, is impatient. you want to talk to him.
after your breakfast, jeno went to his room. you decided to knock on his door, and he opened “yeah?” he said “we should talk” you said he welcomed you, and he excused himself to go to the bathroom. you were left inside his room. you noticed the bedsheets, but a thing captured you
the heirloom of the lee family. it’s the ring that a lee gives to his future wife. “why is it here ?” you said yourself. you hold it carefully, and jeno saw you. you putted down as soon as he saw you “what are you doing?” he said “no, you! why are you acting like this!?” you said
“tell me the truth! did you came back because you missed me? or you came back to break me?” jeno clenched his jaw. “i came back to tell you the truth” he said. just by what he said, you know what it means. “you didn’t love me don’t you? all those 4 years, you’ve become tired—
of me, and you made me feel like a fool, why say now? when you can say it yesterday or even from the start?! why now?!” you shouted at him. he looked at you straight in the eyes and said “i did love you, but it wasn’t enough for me to prolong, i didn’t tell you sooner because—
you were busy loving me so much, even though my love for you was not enough” tears started to fall down in your cheeks, you wiped them away, “so what am i? a display in your heart, or a display in your image?” you said. he gritted his teeth, “i’ve gone tired, i’m sorry” he said.
“you’ve gone tired?! i was also sick and tired of this relationship, but i always remember what you said to me that you’ll always be honest and open, now what have you done?, and this heirloom, who are you giving this to?” you said while pointing at the ring.
he looked at the heirloom, and looked away. “Tell me!” you said. “Nathalie” he whispered. again pooled of tears rolled down in your cheeks, this time you let them be. “so it’s her, the nathalie that you’ve been loving this whole time, she’s your little secret..” you said broken.
“I was supposed to tell you—“ you cutted him off. “Supposed?! no you don’t! you said it first that you’re scared to tell it to me sooner because i was busy loving you, just admit that you’re never gonna tell me, and you’re gonna make me a fool for the rest of my life”
jeno tried to reach your hands, but you moved it away from him. you even kept a distance from him, because it was too much. his glare, his aura, was too much for you to handle. god knows how hurt you are right now, you wanted to burst out everything, but you didn’t
“i’m sorry i have to do this. Nathalie, she was a reset to me, she—“ you stopped jeno, “fck! i know! you don’t have to point how much you love her! just don’t!” you shouted back. jeno looked at you with pure sympathy. he was hurt because you are crying, but he knows this—
is what he truly wants. you were crying silently, but your feelings and emotions are bursting to death. “You don’t know how much you’ve hurted me right now, i don’t think i will be able to forgive what you did, i hate you jeno, but i also love you with my all” you said—
