jajsjsjsjs puta my workout routine be doing so fine; eating healthy for the past few days.... then my father decided to do his daily body shaming on me again... boom stress eating for the rest of the day
i dont even get it like he knows im trying to lose weight, why point out the obvious. doesn't he think i know that already??? like it literally happens every freaking day. isang insulto sa umaga, isang insulto sa hapon hahshsh i just cant anymore kulang nalang pati sa pagtulog ko
since covid and lagi akk nasa bahay ganto na pero ngayon lng akk naapektuhan like araw arawin naman baga... i dont even understand his purpose. my mother doesn't even comment about my body that much and he has the audacity?!? is that a man in a woman's business?!?!
bahahha rant thread na naman sorry i just cant take it anymore na talaga kaya gustong gusto ko na irenovate ung kwarto ko so i can stay there the whole fucking day.. like dont even get me started na "why dont u try to tell him na u dont find it funny and ur hurting na..."
do u expect a dds to understand bahshhs i bet he wouldnt even listen. the last time he insulted me and i got mad abt it, he just called me "bastos" and "pala sagot". kakagalit talaga putaa ugh idk anymore pustahan bukas may komento na naman yan tungkol sa katawan ko
aaaaa pls i feel emotional i never cry about my body weight and now i feel like im about to.... like dati talaga i dont really care but now... tf talaga.. i remember nung isang araw lang habang nag momotor kami may nakasalubong kami na 2 babae around my age na ang skinny++
wearing skirts and like u can tell they're pretty,, i got jelly at the back of my mind but i chose to ignore it nalang then my father goes "yan o neng dapat ganyan ka kapayat" and i was like ?!!!? bahdhsh tahimik nlng ako eh ughhh fuck my father is lke a good father but ++
i just hate it when he does that,, like can he stop doing that. fuck napakahirap naman mag promote ng self-love, self-acceptance, body positivity kung ganto environment mo. you can't really blame women if they feel insecure, bad about themselves.
putangina nakka frustrate sobra nakakaiyak wbhajahaha gusto ko talaga maging advocate ng self-acceptance and not changing for anybody/just to fit into society's standards.. but only change for yourself pero napakahirap putanginang yannn talaga
nasa sariling bahay mo na ikaw hindi ka pa rin komportable sa sarili mong katawan putanginang buhay talaga to... hahshsj lagi nalang ako nagjojoke sa magulang ko, sinasabi kk na "im pretty" in a maarte way ganern, kahit sa internet nag ttweet ako na "puta ang ganda ko pala" ++
just to mask the insecurities i feel. lagi ako nag tatry iadvocate na "there is no "better" body, a certain body type is not better than the other because all body types are beautiful <3 " chuchu pero maski ako hirap na hirap paniwalaan yon kaya tingil ko naren para akong tangang
hipokrito.. bahshhshs i get it na it's my fault im at where i am right now but is the insults really necessary?? like im trying to be better here. bajdjjss gusto ko nlng wag kumain ng isang buwa para matapos na to tanginang yan talaga been battling this for so many years already
bahhshshhss wala lang okay nako by the end of this thread bye
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