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We have not seeing each other for 9.5 months. It’s kind of sucks, got to live life without each other around for almost a year isn’t something easy to go through. When you’re missing each other, not much you can do but only to text, to call and to facetime.
How about when you’re having silly arguments? It’s kind of worst nightmare, happened so many times when we were almost there to end the relationship but maybe because of our love is strong and it’s a true one that we managed to pull each other back to the track.
At first when we got to know each other, we were all aware that LDR won’t be an easy stuff to handle but then again both of us proceeded to take the challenge because we’re so into each other yet we can’t deny it even we’ve tried to rethink of the consequences.
We first met in February 2019 as a total stranger whom felt comfortable to talk to each other on random topics that we can’t even spell a word to our closest circle but we both clicked in anyhow.
When we realized that we were slowly getting into each other a lot, none of us not even trying to back up yes we did quite a lot of times yet the attractions are so strong that we both can’t resist to go on. Honestly, I miss those moments.
After months full of insecurities that we felt about each other where we were afraid that in real life we aren’t suit or might dislikes each other, we both decided to end it and set for our 1st date! In was in July 2019, on 5th I flew over to KL to meet her in person.
It was awkward meeting somebody you haven’t met yet she’s someone special to you. Someone that ever made you sad, someone who made you happy everyday even smiling one whole day with no reason, yet she was there standing in front of you but you didn’t recognize her!
I can never forget the first meeting, it was a short date yet it was the best 1st date I ever had. Awkward but excited, speechless but feeling wonderful. I can still remember the first place we went which was McD yes of course her favourite restaurant.
Talking, eating, getting to know each other in real life, smiling, laughing and yes that was one of the best moments in this relationship. But hey we even had our first fight in real life on our 1st date! 
https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😂" title="Gesicht mit Freudentränen" aria-label="Emoji: Gesicht mit Freudentränen"> I found it cute being able to see her sour face in person!
I bought her a hugeeee bouquet of roses on that 1st date and I can remember how happy she was until she asked me to capture a bunch of her photos with the roses. But as usual girls will only posted 1 or 2 from hundreds photos taken https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😅" title="Lächelndes Gesicht mit offenem Mund und Angstschweiß" aria-label="Emoji: Lächelndes Gesicht mit offenem Mund und Angstschweiß">
We get along and still holding onto this relationship even it’s LDR. We met few times after that, 2-3 months gaps for each of the dating days we had and it goes all fine until Covid-19 saying hello to all of us https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😐" title="Neutrales Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Neutrales Gesicht">
We were supposed to meet again in October 2020 and we had the best plan in placed to visit this and that place, taking photos and so on, shopping together. I’ve purchased my fly tickets, took annual leave and was happily counting days to meet her again but....
Just the night before I was scheduled to fly and meet her, the gov announced that we had to undergo MCO 2.0, just nice isn’t it? So fucking nice because it was just the night before!
Do you know how I feel at that night? Broken hearted! I was so frustrated, angry, super upset and I can’t accept that we have to cancel the plan at the very last minute. We were both speechless and ended fought to each other https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😅" title="Lächelndes Gesicht mit offenem Mund und Angstschweiß" aria-label="Emoji: Lächelndes Gesicht mit offenem Mund und Angstschweiß">
That was 9.5 months ago https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🤧" title="Niesendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Niesendes Gesicht"> And ever since that we never gave up on each other, we always said that maybe next 1 or 2 months from now thing will be better where state travel will be granted and we can meet again! Not a single month we didn’t think of that way https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😂" title="Gesicht mit Freudentränen" aria-label="Emoji: Gesicht mit Freudentränen">
Until we come to a realization that hey honey it has been 9.5 months we haven’t seeing each other, almost a year! Struggle? Yes of course we encountered a lot in those months. Arguments? Countless https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🤧" title="Niesendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Niesendes Gesicht">
Giving up? We are not that perfect that we never have the feeling to giving up but here we are, still sticking on to each other even though it was a hard times for us. LDR is not easy, and never will be easy what more to say in this pandemic period.
But I strongly believe if the love is pure and true, you know how to take care of your own self even though your partner is miles away, you trust each other, you care about each other, you fine tune your times for your partner no matter how busy you are, you can still be good.
A relationship is not something we can easily handle be it LDR or not. Sometimes, even though your partner is always there for you and living around you, it’ll still be not enough. It’s complicated. It’s about how you bring yourself in the relationship that ties you both.
I’m writing this because recently I feel so much missing her to be around me, not having her by my side in front of my eyes for almost a year sometimes killing me inside but I have no choice but to be patient waiting for the fine time where we could meet again.
Trust me, one day if a state travel finally allowed again I won’t think much but straight away purchase the air tickets! I miss her a lot until she appeared in my dreams few times days ago. Sometimes I didn’t tell her that I miss her but inside I’m dying to see her https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🤧" title="Niesendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Niesendes Gesicht">
Anyway I have to recycle the same photos that we have for this thread since we have not many photos taken together. I blame on covid! https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😂" title="Gesicht mit Freudentränen" aria-label="Emoji: Gesicht mit Freudentränen"> The photos are our last photos taken on our last date somewhere in early July 2020.
I’m not going anywhere but here living my ordinary yet super busy life everyday while waiting for the good news to come when I can meet you again @Measellie https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="♥️" title="Herz" aria-label="Emoji: Herz"> Take care where ever you are and see you when I see you my loml! https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="♥️" title="Herz" aria-label="Emoji: Herz">
