Tw // abuse , sexual assault , manipulation , rape
Using a throwaway acct because I can’t let my family or irls see this. I hope u read my story and spread, it would mean a lot to me and I need as much help as I can get.
Using a throwaway acct because I can’t let my family or irls see this. I hope u read my story and spread, it would mean a lot to me and I need as much help as I can get.
I am 21, out of school (and won’t be going back) and have been stuck with an extremely abusive family. We are financially struggling. I also have a very bad history with touch, I’ve been raped by those who I thought could be friends and have been molested by my own parents.
Ever since my mother died, we have been paying off a huge debt from the hospital monthly. I’ve had to help out with managing our finances and making sure that we still have enough for food, utilities, and other necessities. I’ve even had to shoulder the expenses myself+
With the money I get from commissions, (because our monthly income [1000USD in cash from our Uncle] is usually depleted in 2 weeks) but my father steals the cash and it’s hard. My sister and I have to hide it every time but he’s always finding it.
I confronted him abt it and he only made things harder on me, from invading what little privacy I have left to bullying me about my weight and appearance. I don’t like my sister but he’s been bullying her too, and she takes it out on me. I get hit for speaking up bc I’m the+
Youngest, and in my family I’m expected to shut up and blindly obey. I don’t have a voice.
Recently, I guess he got bored again bc the past few months have been very chill. He picked a fight with me about my weight while my sister wasn’t home and I got angry, then he touched me+
Recently, I guess he got bored again bc the past few months have been very chill. He picked a fight with me about my weight while my sister wasn’t home and I got angry, then he touched me+
Without my consent, I shut down. I’m very afraid that he’s going to do it again, and more, and I refuse to stay here for another 2 years. I have no friends to go to because they all have roommates, or are in shitty situations themselves. I can’t tell my other family abt this bc+
ALL OF THEM are the type of people who think that it’s the victims fault somehow, that victims secretly want it and are playing hard to get.
I have endured toxicity and physical abuse from my sisters and my father (my mother has already passed away) and do not wish to do so any longer. My goal is thus to earn enough for 6 months at a place of my own, or maybe I can use to help shoulder the rent with someone. Either+
Way, the goal is still the same, I’m aiming for at most 4000USD for 6 months of rent and groceries.
I know how much the pandemic has affected all of us so I’m not going to ask for donations, in fact I would rather you guys share my commission info instead, I would much rather draw for you guys than accept money just like that :”) I definitely would appreciate it very much+
-but I hope you understand why I would feel better doing commissions instead. I also hope u support the prints and stickers I release when I open my shop, it’s genshin related but I hope you like them anyway
For my commission info, pls dm me
Thank you all, pls pls pls take care
For my commission info, pls dm me
Thank you all, pls pls pls take care
Also, for those of u wondering what will happen when those 6months are over, I too am wondering what will happen then.
That’ll be for 6-months-from-now me to worry about.
In the meantime, while I’m inactive here, my commission info is in the next tweet in this thread
That’ll be for 6-months-from-now me to worry about.
In the meantime, while I’m inactive here, my commission info is in the next tweet in this thread