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I know nobody cares but I’m gonna rant and hope someone gives me advice maybe
Okay so. I got sent to the local hospital during March because my now ex-friend (they/he) reported me to our school for having su1c1dal thoughts and shit. I spent 4 days in the ER and 10 days in the +
Okay so. I got sent to the local hospital during March because my now ex-friend (they/he) reported me to our school for having su1c1dal thoughts and shit. I spent 4 days in the ER and 10 days in the +
Pysch ward. Two weeks in total. I hated it there. And I think it made me worse overall. When I finally got out one of the first things I did was block them (but only on Twitter because that was the only thing I could access at that time). A few days later I feel bad, I unblock +
him and apologize. Things go back to normal very quickly. We play some g€nshin 1mpact and he offers to teach me how to play D&D, something I’ve always wanted to learn. A few days later when we’re setting up a character I start getting overwhelmed and have to leave the call +
Because I cannot speak. I cannot find my exact tweets from around this time because I tweet too damn much but I had been venting in ROT1 and putting a “don’t decode” warning beforehand. I know it was a stupid precaution that nobody would listen to but I still felt a bit betrayed+
Anyways I once again don’t remember what I was tweeting after the call but friend started indirecting me on his secondary account, knowing that I follow it. This made me feel more overwhelmed and I blocked them again. The next morning they had tweeted along the lines of “looks +
like I officially have only one friend now, and I can tell they’re getting tired of me” this made me feel like shit of course but I held out keeping them blocked till now. I’m starting to think I’m an asshole though. They cared about me, right? I’m the one at fault here, aren’t +
I? I should apologize again and stop being such a piece of shit, shouldn’t I?
I don’t know. I’m a terrible person, probably. And this thread is getting too long. I’m going to sleep. I hope I don’t wake up again.
I don’t know. I’m a terrible person, probably. And this thread is getting too long. I’m going to sleep. I hope I don’t wake up again.
