i wish magick could break attachment and ties easily by that cord ritual. I wish it was THAT easy, I wish it was easy enough that you could write on a paper hey please just let me wake up the next morning and not feel like such an insignificant waste to this person and

just like a rabbit out of a hat, it happens. that’s more fairytale magick because as a magician, I know it kicks your ass in order to achieve all of those.

i just want to be interesting to you.
i just want you to fucking care and see me like the rest of them.
it hurts.

thank you Twitter for being my open diary as everyone rolls their eyes at this thread because dove is a dramatic dumbass who’s way too open