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going to be honest, things have been so hard. i haven’t been ok lately & there’s nothing that really helps me. sorry for being sad all the time, i hope my mind won’t be so cloudy one day. i struggle with invalidating my own reality, when people tell me they love me that’s so
impossible for me to believe. which in turn has been making my abandonment issues super prominent, and i’ve been feeling incredibly lonely lately. i often wonder where i could possibly fit in with people, and where i fit in in the world.
the point of this thread is not to make people upset or to get suggestions on how i should handle my emotional state. i guarantee you, i’ve tried it. i just, for some reason, felt like maybe sharing where i was at might help someone else relate or
not feel so alone. i often catch myself saying to my brain, “i matter, other people also struggle with this, and maybe by sharing my thoughts it will help them push through another day. other people are going through this and pushing through so i can too.”
i don’t like bringing a lot of attention to the fact that i feel this way, maybe i’m oversharing, but also maybe it’ll help someone. i’ll be back on later talking about genshin, or being feral for sasuke, but wanted to get this off my chest. ty for reading, have a good day
