I cant imagine how my twitch/discord presence will be if I continue working night shift I wanna stay at least for a couple more months cuz obviously money but also everyone is nice and i dont wanna leave em

The job is simple and easy enough, it doesnt bother me that its repetitive (well not much) but the fact that my feet are constantly DONE by the time i finish my shift, like its painful to walk, and i know its cuz I have flat feet BUT I HAVE INSOLES

I get home and try to sleep, but my parents are up to do their routine, and im like too exhausted to sleep? How is this possible? And by the time I sleep, I wake up at 3pm/4pm and its already time for me to go back to work? Jesus christ I feel like im missing everything

Days go QUICK but it also feels super slow... bruh, i thought sitting in an office was boring as fuck, but then i wanna be active? I dont wanna sit around and do nothing, so the job is good in the sense that I get some exercise (which i greatly needed since 2020 was a blur)

Basically job pros: MONEY, everyone cool, simple tasks, I CAN PLAY MUSIC ON MY SPEAKER with my lil cart to do my warehousing stuff, and its pretty chill. I gots union and benefits (if i stay long enough), and its a pleasant experience even if for my first in warehousing

Job cons: night shift (but i WANTED to do it, cuz i figured might as well?), losing track of days, like nothing exists besides the job - i dont enjoy that it makes me feel like that. My feet are in pain about halfway through the shift, into heading home and getting into bed

I know I shouldnt worry about twitch/discord instead of my job: its a job for fucks sake, i need it to survive in this society, and I know I gotta get money to further my music career, but holy fuck its just boring. So so so so boring.

This is just me probably being a lowlife or not adhering to this society, but ugh I hate it if I can honestly get my dream job? Record store/music store or some form of musicology teacher (besides being a big musician and whatnot).

I know ill make it as a fulltime musician, but in the case I have free time or as backup, Id love to work in record store and just sell music to people, and make it a comfortable space to talk anything music. A safe space for all people

There's just too much music to listen to and at the rate Im going, im already behind on my youtube video series lmaooo, I gotta get Nirvana stuff out before I promote my music, even though it should be the opposite

Aight so for music stuff I needs to plan it out and youtube i can probably finish first, hence why im putting videos first now this thread be my planning thing hahaha

Writing it out seems to be the way