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I cant imagine how my twitch/discord presence will be if I continue working night shift 
https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😬" title="Grimasse schneidendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Grimasse schneidendes Gesicht">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😬" title="Grimasse schneidendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Grimasse schneidendes Gesicht"> I wanna stay at least for a couple more months cuz obviously money but also everyone is nice and i dont wanna leave em https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🥺" title="Pleading face" aria-label="Emoji: Pleading face">
The job is simple and easy enough, it doesnt bother me that its repetitive (well not much) but the fact that my feet are constantly DONE by the time i finish my shift, like its painful to walk, and i know its cuz I have flat feet BUT I HAVE INSOLES
I get home and try to sleep, but my parents are up to do their routine, and im like too exhausted to sleep? How is this possible? And by the time I sleep, I wake up at 3pm/4pm and its already time for me to go back to work? Jesus christ I feel like im missing everything
Days go QUICK but it also feels super slow... bruh, i thought sitting in an office was boring as fuck, but then i wanna be active? I dont wanna sit around and do nothing, so the job is good in the sense that I get some exercise (which i greatly needed since 2020 was a blur)
Basically job pros: MONEY, everyone cool, simple tasks, I CAN PLAY MUSIC ON MY SPEAKER with my lil cart to do my warehousing stuff, and its pretty chill. I gots union and benefits (if i stay long enough), and its a pleasant experience even if for my first in warehousing
Job cons: night shift (but i WANTED to do it, cuz i figured might as well?), losing track of days, like nothing exists besides the job - i dont enjoy that it makes me feel like that. My feet are in pain about halfway through the shift, into heading home and getting into bed https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🥴" title="Woozy face" aria-label="Emoji: Woozy face">
I know I shouldnt worry about twitch/discord instead of my job: its a job for fucks sake, i need it to survive in this society, and I know I gotta get money to further my music career, but holy fuck its just boring. So so so so boring.
This is just me probably being a lowlife or not adhering to this society, but ugh I hate it https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😆" title="Lächelndes Gesicht mit geöffnetem Mund und fest verschlossenen Augen" aria-label="Emoji: Lächelndes Gesicht mit geöffnetem Mund und fest verschlossenen Augen"> if I can honestly get my dream job? Record store/music store or some form of musicology teacher (besides being a big musician and whatnot).
I know ill make it as a fulltime musician, but in the case I have free time or as backup, Id love to work in record store and just sell music to people, and make it a comfortable space to talk anything music. A safe space for all people https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🤔" title="Denkendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Denkendes Gesicht">
There& #39;s just too much music to listen to and at the rate Im going, im already behind on my youtube video series lmaooo, I gotta get Nirvana stuff out before I promote my music, even though it should be the opposite https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🥴" title="Woozy face" aria-label="Emoji: Woozy face">
Aight so for music stuff I needs to plan it out and youtube i can probably finish first, hence why im putting videos first https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🤔" title="Denkendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Denkendes Gesicht"> now this thread be my planning thing hahaha
Writing it out seems to be the wayhttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😛" title="Gesicht mit Zunge" aria-label="Emoji: Gesicht mit Zunge">
Writing it out seems to be the way
