tw // sexual assault

recently, I’ve been allowing myself to have fun and explore sex in new ways (in a safe manner ofc), however a part of me has always locked away this part I’ve never talked about before

there was an instance where even though I have verbal consent, it was under fear. I feared what would happen if I said no and parts of me regret that I have into that fear

I’ve always been an advocate for consent and no means no, so it’s hard for me to come to terms with the fact that I didn’t give consent because I wanted to

for my followers or anyone who sees this, know that you are not alone. there is help available if you need it. Here is a website with resources you can access: https://www.rainn.org/resources 

I’m sorry if this thread was all over the place, but it’s been something heavy on my mind as of late

I love you all