// vent

we& #39;re moving and we& #39;ve been in the same house four 6 years. my mom painted the walls a bit ago, and we all switched rooms and stuff, I feel like everything& #39;s going too fast even though they were months apart. I don& #39;t really want to leave because of all the memories,+
but all of the people in my house have gotten tired of seeing the same place every day. it& #39;s overwhelming, and I don& #39;t know what to do or who to tell, because I& #39;m very much socially awkward and I feel like sharing my problems bothers people. I find comfort in the+
stains on the hardwood floor and the weird purple residue from a stretchy hand on the ceiling, the stickers on our doors that& #39;ll probably be thrown away when we leave.
I don& #39;t want to go, and I& #39;m so scared of change, yet I& #39;ve also grown tired of seeing the same walls every day. I tend to hold onto things, which is why it& #39;s so hard for me to let go of things that are unnecessary.+
I just want everything to stay how it was before, it& #39;s more comforting knowing everything& #39;s going to stay the same. but for things to get better things have to change.

this thread has gone on for way too long, sorry. I& #39;m gonna log off for a few days,
love you guys, take care of yourselves, peace <3
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