cancer, scorpio, pisces

it’s only a matter of time before you realize that YOU’RE the one that’s holding yourself back from being where you wanna be. your bruised ego and inner child wounds are what’s keeping you in the same place that you’ve been trying so hard to escape.

you’re purposely ignoring the signs because you keep allowing yourself to be ruled by your emotions, rather than having a healthy balance between your logic and emotions. there’s repressed anger, sadness, and inner turmoil within you that you constantly choose to avoid for a—

plethora of reasons. those reasons being that—you simply don’t want to deal with the discomfort of healing such intense negative emotions, you’re being in denial to the fact that you still need to actively heal, or you worry yourself with other people’s problems besides your own.

you’re an escapist whenever your current reality gets too rough, so lately you’ve been coping by distracting yourself with excessive work, drugs/alcoholism, or just bad habits that are hard for you to break. this path you’re taking is only leading you to exhaustion and burn out.

it’s time to take a deep retreat within, cool off, and gain a clear mind before making anymore hasty moves. there’s a need to reassess your approach to things. take a better/new look at your plan, and shift your perspective about your life. most of the battles you’re currently—

facing are battles you chose to be apart of because you refused to use your better judgement, and make wiser decisions. (wiser decisions such as letting go, walking away, or taking the high road.) you’ve chosen your ego over your better judgement more times than you should’ve—

which has made things harder for you. you’ve disappointed yourself by ignoring your intuition in hopes of things going your way instead of the way you already knew they would happen. most of the vengeance you have is due to betrayal and disillusionment, but the lesson you’re—

learning here is to heal,
forgive, and to trust again. your faith is a big factor for you right now. it’ll determine where and how far you’ll go next. you fear failure, heartbreak, disappointment, lack of results/progress, and etc. due to your lack of trust and faith.

you need to restrengthen your relationship with the Universe and yourself, so that you can trust your path again. as you trust the Universe and yourself, you’ll begin to trust other people and trust that things will work out for you.

the change you want to see starts with you releasing all your fears, doubts, and inhibitions that stop you from obtaining peace and happiness. you’re going to have to determine what’s more important to you right now to release the stagnancy within your path.

social media or your mental health? you or the boy/girl from class? your peace of mind or proving a point to others? having a car to drive or the new Jordans that’s coming out? there needs to be more order and discipline in your stance. you have to realize when something is an—

actual problem vs an excuse. you have the power to change most of the things that you complain about. you’re just insecure about your own gifts and powers which is causing you to be codependent instead of independent. the part of you that likes being invested into other people’s—

lives is the part of you need that needs to feel wanted, needed, and special to others, but why is that you determine your self worth based off the amount of people that want, like, and need you? why do you need validation from others to see your light? your gift? your power?

why can’t you see your greatness on your own? until you see your light on your own, you will forever go throughout life feeling you never belong. no matter where you are or who you’re with. your main problem is feeling like you’ll never belong, or you’ll never find your purpose—

because you don’t trust that you’re the amazing person that you are beneath your damage. you’re bruised, not broken. there’s a need to find your inner magic, fall in love with it, and trust that you’re who and where you’re meant to be. you’ll never feel out of place once you—

realize that you belong nowhere and with no one outside of yourself. don’t give away your power anymore, keep it with you always. even if you feel like you’re gonna be with someone or at someplace for awhile. keep it because change is inevitable. you won’t feel betrayed if you—

never give away what’s YOURS to keep. don’t get too comfortable that you’re not able to move when it’s time for you to leave people and places. you must realize that you don’t belong nowhere and with no one outside of yourself. you also keep fixating on this ONE mindset.

stop trying to find the ONE perfect person, job, friend, etc. you’re an limitless being with infinite opportunities the universe has to offer. there isn’t one thing in specifically for you. for most of you, there’s several things. you’ll cross paths with them during different—

parts of your life, so learn to be more open. this will also help you slowly get rid of the problem you have with unhealthy attachment and obsession. if you have more options, you won’t cling onto one thing and depend on it. more options is less stress for you.

continue to heal, pray, and realign with yourself. you will have more rewarding life moments in May-August.

important things:
- 111, 333, 6, 808, 1234
- red, purple, yellow (flowers, nail or hair color, or inanimate object)
- solitude/isolation
- meditation/ritual
- moon

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