long term effects prostitution had on me (a
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- depersonalization disorder. i canât feel my body anymore. it feels like iâm packed in wool. instead of strong emotions, i feel disconnect from my body.
- severe anxiety. i am afraid of (irrationally) dying everyday. iâm afraid of losing my mind everyday. i have to take benzos, otherwise iâd have multiple extreme panic attacks.
- dissociation. i canât focus for longer than 5 minutes at a time. my mind is constantly drifting away and i canât really participate in discussions or even regular conversations anymore.
- flash backs. i constantly see them, feel them, hear their voices and start to panic. i just wish the memories would leave.
- depression. iâm constantly tired and most things i love do not bring me joy anymore. i just wanna sleep most of the time.
- no desire to have sex anymore. none.