okay here is what happened wrt the Slaivery groupchat i was “apart in” since avsha, and the groupchat writ large wants to lie on me, misconstrue, and misinterpret my words, behaviors, and intentions while disregarding my mental illness(es) and neurodivergency.

how is it “it literally has nothing to do with mental illness” yet i have two personality disorders which affects essentially everything i do and how i express myself? that’s ableist. Slaivery talks about violence, abusive celebrities et cetera, why am i the exception now?

if i can’t talk about the abuse ive endured and how i want /payback/ then what should i do? i have bpd which makes me have explosive anger and i have no outlet, the reason why i talk about it in Slaivery is because i have no else to talk too about it.