It’s happening again https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht">

I banned myself from idol survival programs and there was one that I actually knew some of the contestants and saw a few clips of but I held strong and didn’t watch but silently would support the few people I knew whenever it popped up but now a few days ago a video came up-

Of this guy with an amazing singing voice and after further listening to him and searching his videos I found out he is a judge of the show and now I want to watch it to see what he’s like but I get so sad at these kinds of shows https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht">

I’m still watching the first episode and I’m already getting anxious bc I have some people who I’m solid about but they’ve only performed once (that I’ve watched so far) so I need to still wait

After some digging to see where my picks are at currently, I found that one of them had to drop out bc of family issues https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😔" title="Nachdenkliches Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Nachdenkliches Gesicht"> I hope everything is okay for them and their family tho

Based on the first two episodes/what I know already my picks are Patrick, Nine, Mika, Caelan, Oscar, Santa, Riki, Zhuo Keyu, Hu Yetao, AK, and if he was still in Kazuma (this most likely won’t change but I might add an official 11 along the way or change one person)

Episode 3 has me making faces https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🤭" title="Gesicht mit Hand über dem Mund" aria-label="Emoji: Gesicht mit Hand über dem Mund">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="👀" title="Augen" aria-label="Emoji: Augen">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🤠" title="Gesicht mit Cowboyhut" aria-label="Emoji: Gesicht mit Cowboyhut">

My official 11 is Liu Yu now

Certain people on my list are really non-exchangeable and I can already feel like I’ll cry if they don’t make it https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht">

I’m on episode 5 rn but tomorrow is d-day so let’s pray for my picks Hu Yetao, Patrick, Nine, Oscar, Caelan, Mika, Lui Yu, Santa, Rikimaru, Zhou Keyu, and AK https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🙏" title="Gefaltete Hände" aria-label="Emoji: Gefaltete Hände">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🙏" title="Gefaltete Hände" aria-label="Emoji: Gefaltete Hände">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🙏" title="Gefaltete Hände" aria-label="Emoji: Gefaltete Hände">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht">

Episode 5 is making me cry omgggg

Apparently AK is problematic (I thought it was just him dissing boy groups/idols before and didn’t know about all the really really bad stuff I have seen people say) Lin Mo is now replacing his spot in my picks

Manifesting and praying https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🙏" title="Gefaltete Hände" aria-label="Emoji: Gefaltete Hände"> Patrick, Nine, Oscar, Zhou Keyu, Hu Yetao, Mika, Caelan, Santa, Rikimaru, Lui Yu, and Lin Mo https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🙏" title="Gefaltete Hände" aria-label="Emoji: Gefaltete Hände">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🙏" title="Gefaltete Hände" aria-label="Emoji: Gefaltete Hände">

Ending this thread: Hu Yetao, Oscar, and Caelan y’all did amazing, I am very proud of y’all and I hope to see y’all’s future