Ok. I’m not gonna wait anymore. I’m gonn try to clear things in this thread rn explaining my side of what’s going on https://twitter.com/232car/status/1383053969421910021
The thing with me manipulating.. I never ment to do that. I’m in all honesty not sure how I did that. I feel some feelings at the time but it takes a while to not feel bad. And the constant dm ing is-..
Just that at the time when we were friends I thought we could chat a lot. Then max told me how some were busy and that’s when I realized yes I’m too chatty SO I STOPPED. And dm once in a while as I thought some has time to be mates. The gc thing?-
I moved on from that since dec! I was really done with a gc and when all was unblocked I thought that just being separated friends was more ethical than bunched together in 1 group I never begged since.... ok the shipy deal...-
Look I’ll admit the day I was blocked I panicked and try to apologize for a not so bad call out joke and I try to apologize and I stopped there and attempted to move on for a while. But one day when I was in discord in furness server the same people were there unknowingly-
And I didn’t use the site much. When I confessed myself shipy said that she saw that I had mates and didn’t want to get involved Ya know. I understood. But a lil after I did a silly thing and assumed we would be friends again. See sometimes there are quote tweets or comments on-
Someone that I got blocked by and I have no idea why so I looked once ONCE and found a tweet. I thought I’d be funny to share cause I assumed we were back to being mates until I was called for “stalking” I never looked daily it was one time. Then I learned I have to move on from-
This and try to tell everyone I would be done but no one listens to me. Now I tried to log off but I kept feeling I had to clear things with my other friends sometimes. And ok. I was wrong to bother. To be a neucence. To scare and off put you. But I’d never stalk-
And I don’t expect forgiveness any time soon. But just for people to see and have a chance to explain my thoughts. I’m sorry. Thanks