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idk how to love someone ik i havent talked much to people to catch "feelings" but how to know these feelings are "love" ? even if i talk to people i cant open up to them about myself and my fears and i feel so insecure even if someone is not asking to see my face
i have stopped talking to many people or talk less because i just cant be confident enough. i dont get close or talk about myself and my feelings and problems because if they ask me to show myself they would start hating me because of how i look, thats why our conversations neve-
never go above then anime and music and online creators, fuck it i am even scared to talk because they would hate me and my personality and my voice its just frustrating. i feel like, no one should deserve someone bad like me and i feel that i dont deserve to get loved bcs of how
ugly and talentless i am. and i know if someone came to me and said everyone is beautifyl i would punch their face. its also not that i think ia ma the worst cause i know i am better than most people and i criticize people too but i always think i am not wworthy enough for anyth
anything.
i dont know whats the point of this thread because no one will read these anyway but i felt like i needed to say <3
