Hate feeling mannish
Hate hate hate hate hate it
Really feeling it right now in case I wasn& #39;t clear
Arguing about media always makes me feel like such a fucking dude lately, maybe I should just stop
Gonna transition out of being such a fucking nerd and then I& #39;ll finally achieve femininity
The goal is to just keep changing things until I stop hating myself, right?
Very worried that it won& #39;t work
I& #39;ve already changed a lot and I still really really fucking hate myself
I& #39;ve already changed a lot and I still really really fucking hate myself
Maybe clawing my face off will work
I should shut up and do some of the stuff I was planning to do today
I feel unsatisfied with what I& #39;ve already posted in this thread but I don& #39;t know why and I don& #39;t know what would satisfy me
my brain has become one large blind spot