Hate feeling mannish

Hate hate hate hate hate it

Really feeling it right now in case I wasn't clear

Arguing about media always makes me feel like such a fucking dude lately, maybe I should just stop

Gonna transition out of being such a fucking nerd and then I'll finally achieve femininity

The goal is to just keep changing things until I stop hating myself, right?

Very worried that it won't work

I've already changed a lot and I still really really fucking hate myself

Maybe clawing my face off will work

I should shut up and do some of the stuff I was planning to do today

I feel unsatisfied with what I've already posted in this thread but I don't know why and I don't know what would satisfy me

my brain has become one large blind spot