I need to get some things off my chest, my break last week was mostly motivated out of stress regarding my own behaviour and the doubts and anxieties I feel about everything that I do

This& #39;ll be a thread so bear with me as I type this out
So when I first started making audios, I was doing it just because it was fun and it was a creative outlet, a few weeks after that I finally joined the larger VA community here on Twitter and on Discord, I was welcomed in with warmth and understanding
For that I am endlessly grateful, meeting most of you and getting to know you over the last 2 months has been amazing and I adore you all

But I also feel like I owe the community an apology, there have been aspects of my behaviour that I feel extremely ashamed of
Becoming part of this community, I rediscovered my sexuality after being largely dormant for 2 years, give or take, I discovered a whole bunch of new things about myself (fetishes, kinks etc.) that I had no idea about and it was really exciting
But I feel like my horniness outran my common sense at quite a few junctures and lead me to be overtly sexual toward my fellow VAs when I should have been a friend.

For this I unreservedly apologise, part of doing all of this is learning to control that part of me and to cont.
and to be better, to be a better man and act respectfully and with restraint.

Being part of this community has been the thrill of my life and I promised myself I would be a positive presence in it, I feel like at time I have failed to uphold that promise
But I was taught to constantly better myself, to try and be the best version of myself that I can be and give back to those who have given me so much, so I will reaffirm my promise to do better and to be better.
My break was a great time for reflection and soul-searching, I know what to do and how to avoid letting my cock do the thinking instead of my brain.

I& #39;ve promised myself now that I won& #39;t engage in lewd conduct in DMs anymore, you& #39;ll still see me around spamming compliments but
I& #39;ve made this promise to myself to be better, I know what needs to be done and how to control myself, the initial euphoria of being part of such a liberated and NSFW community has taught me that restraint and respect must always be at the forefront of everything I do
Thank you for reading this thread, I reaffirm my goals and be seen as a positive influence in the community, actions speak louder and than words and I hope to make you all proud

I& #39;m my harshest critic so if I go quiet or take a while to respond, forgive me, I& #39;m not good at this
You can follow @CharlieBeargwa.
Tip: mention @twtextapp on a Twitter thread with the keyword “unroll” to get a link to it.

Latest Threads Unrolled: