as my venture to jump from comfy tech job to full time content creator nears, I have not felt more mentally unstable in a long time.
it's not a bad state, just one that is difficult to manage because i'm defying the trajectory that I grew up understanding to be "successful".

it brings me increasing uneasiness even though I trust and believe in myself wholeheartedly to make it a successful endeavor, and I know i'll be much happier in the future.

to anyone out there fighting their own battle, believe in yourself.
whether or not you're flowing with the current, or against the current, surround yourself with those that you trust and will support you. even if there's only a handful of those people, treasure them.

and most importantly, understand that it's OKAY to be mentally unstable. even if they don't show it, everyone is battling their own demons.
those that care will help you battle those demons, so don't forget to show appreciation when the time is right :)