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Hey besties, I feel pretty comfortable on here and just wanted to make a little thread about what’s been happening the last 6 months, and more specifically the last 2 weeks, cause I know I tweeted some weird things the other night 
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I first want to start with 2 weeks ago, my roomate / one of my best friends (not anymore) has really been a negative person for me to have in my life. It’s too long of a story to go into that, but it’s important for context. 2 weeks ago out of anger he punched me in the neck
and this was the most childish thing i’ve ever seen a 21 year old guy do. Basically its obvious that i’m no longer friends with him and most of my friends and family agree because its clear. But I have 2 friends who decided to tell me that i’m over reacting and need to get
over it. This is insensitive and disgusting to say, and it really upset me. On top of it the guy who hit me is begging for me to move past it and has been harassing me with texts and trying to guilt trip me into moving on from it. Let me be the one to say that friendship
is NOT a right, it is earned and it is a privilege. I have to see this guy for the next few weeks until summer which rlly sucks, as he is my roommate. So thats the last 2 weeks, here’s sort of the last 6 months. Back in November my gf of 2 yrs broke up with me and I was
heart broken for weeks. After a few months of battling this, my dog of 16 years passed away. It was too much too soon for me. The reason i’m sharing all of this is because it leads me to today ~ idk if it shows or not but I’ve been struggling a lot recently. I’ve lost so much
and feel that I have no real direction in my life right now. I wake up everyday not even knowing who I am or where i’m going which sucks. Literally the only thing I look forward to in the day is working out, and thats it. Thats sad in my opinion that I can’t even be doing
something else with my life. Some days I feel alright but also other days I just feel so sad and like I wanna give up. I hate saying that but it feels like the truth, like idk how much more I can take of just losing and losing and getting nowhere. Sorry this thread is so long but
I hope it can give some context and explanation to what I tweeted the other night. Thanks for reading https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="❤️" title="Rotes Herz" aria-label="Emoji: Rotes Herz">
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