Tw/ homophobia and transphobia
so recently I’ve seen a lot of tik toks with lgbtq+ siblings doing videos about their sexualities/gender with one another, in either just wholesome funny ways or in really sweet supporting ways and as much as I love seeing them, they make me sad+

because at first I think “Oh I would love it if my sister and I did this!” and then I remember that my sister is EXTREMELY homophobic and transphobic, and it breaks my heart knowing she’ll never support me. She doesn’t know anything about how I don’t identify with my agab or my +

sexuality (we don’t live together) but I have a funny feeling when she does she’s never going to want to talk to me again and it just hurts ya know? I love her so much but sadly she’s so closed minded that I don’t think she’d ever accept me for me.

The other day she told me “you know if there’s anything bothering you of course you can tell me about it!” And the truth is I can’t- I can’t tell her about any girl crushes I have, I can’t tell her about being confused with my gender because she’ll just tell me I’m wrong and +

I’ll go to hell for being who I am. Now I don’t think there’s anything wrong with these sibling lgbtq+ tik toks- I absolutely love seeing them and siblings backing up other siblings, they are awesome! I guess just sometimes they remind me that I don’t have that and it makes me +

sad is all, but totally not these tik toks fault you know (I hope that makes sense). Idk what this thread even is, I guess I’m just feeling particularly sad today about this and just wanted to vent