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i've been putting this off for like 3 months now lmao but about the ATMAKARAKAS, i think people mainly approach it wrong at first.
atmakaraka doesn't show what we're already good at - like a Sun AK person isn't a natural born leader, but they born to become that leader. in fact, most Sun AK people struggle with being shy and taking initiative as children++
+ but life throws them into situations where they HAVE to step up and take charge. it's through what they fear, they embrace their 'soul mission'. you see, Atmakaraka is even what we struggle with the most but it's how we get molded into what we're supposed to become.
Another example is people saying Moon AKs are very motherly, sensitive and family orianted. HAHAHAHAH FUCK NO. Myself included most moon ak people struggle with these in one way or another (being overly attached or having v bad relationship with the mother etc).
for me, i'm on the mommy issues side of the spectrum. my mom loves me yet still, i never emotionally bonded with my mother despite all the affection. idk why i just couldnt bond with her. maternal love and anything maternal irritate me. i hate hate even the thought of pr*gn*ncy+
+ and sometimes intimacy in relationships disgust me. mine is an extreme case (since my moon is debilitated - the placement of AK has an impact too) but i'm meant to learn how to have a healthy attachment style and experience relationships.
so as you see, atmakaraka planet determines the main themes you will deal with in your life. you're not born naturally good at it (unless i think if the AK planet is domicile/exalted?), you're meant to master it.
ok end of thread :D
ok end of thread :D
