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Vent;;
Lmao god I& #39;m kind of annoying with all this negativity lately- so I apologize
Genuinely though, i am very anxious to be venting out like this, but I felt like I had to? I don& #39;t wanna feel like I& #39;m trying to get attention cause I& #39;m always scared of it looking like that-
Lmao god I& #39;m kind of annoying with all this negativity lately- so I apologize
Genuinely though, i am very anxious to be venting out like this, but I felt like I had to? I don& #39;t wanna feel like I& #39;m trying to get attention cause I& #39;m always scared of it looking like that-
When in a way that& #39;s like the last thing I want? It& #39;s hard to explain, but I want to proove to myself it& #39;s okay for me to vent and normalize it for myself and bothering my friends is not something i want to do
And there is no other place I can really do it so ya& #39;ll stuck with me
And there is no other place I can really do it so ya& #39;ll stuck with me
C": but I had a rough time mentally as I& #39;ve said before; I& #39;m extremely moody, very emotionally imbalanced, a shit ton of flashbacks and intrusive thoughts, urges to just delete all my social media and just cut ties with everybody, and it& #39;s just been getting worse with now me
even wanting to quit art. Just the thought of talking to people gets my anxiety to spike up, but i want to talk to people even if it makes me feel terrified right now so i try to force through that fear but it takes a lot out of me... I& #39;m paranoyed as all hell
But I& #39;ve been
But I& #39;ve been
trying my best to fight it off, trying my best to fight all those urges & #39;cause I KNOW it& #39;s all temporary, but it& #39;s so draining.
Sometimes i feel like I& #39;m one small step from giving up? But then all of a sudden I can switch to feeling like i& #39;m invincible.
My feelings that are
Sometimes i feel like I& #39;m one small step from giving up? But then all of a sudden I can switch to feeling like i& #39;m invincible.
My feelings that are
haunted by my past and all these flashbacks and intrusive thoughts are at war with my present self& #39;s logic to put it simply
So i feel very lost
Conflicted
And confused
And because of that I suppose i can& #39;t shake the feeling of being all alone?
And it& #39;s my own problem, nobody can
So i feel very lost
Conflicted
And confused
And because of that I suppose i can& #39;t shake the feeling of being all alone?
And it& #39;s my own problem, nobody can
