even when i& #39;m experiencing like. a really bad delusion i Will Not Ever Talk About It. i don& #39;t know why but it& #39;s like? an instinct to just never speak about it

this is something that happens w a lot of my other symptoms and stuff too? like i& #39;m very accustomed to Not talking about my bullshit. but esp with delusions and hallucinations it& #39;s like. i will fully believe that i am the only one who knows this and i& #39;m not allowed to talk abt it

i do not remember what the point of this thread was i& #39;m just sorta like. idk How to talk about it even when i want to and it& #39;s kind of. :/

i think i& #39;m more scared of having my experiences minimised or straight up denied than i realised