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I& #39;m in a situation, I need help, and I have a lot to talk about / admit.
First, I& #39;m behind on rent, due tomorrow (the 12th),
As of posting, I need 850 to clear it or i& #39;m facing legal trouble
If anyone can help,
https://ko-fi.com/caseymobile
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First, I& #39;m behind on rent, due tomorrow (the 12th),
As of posting, I need 850 to clear it or i& #39;m facing legal trouble
If anyone can help,
https://ko-fi.com/caseymobile
Thread">https://paypal.me/Caseymobi... - (1/?)
People have noticed I disappeared, I& #39;ve been hiding because admitting any of this feels like I& #39;m failing. There& #39;s a lot of guilt and shame,
But i& #39;ve talked about this before,
I cannot ignore that this is a destructive pattern that I need to correct, and I can& #39;t do it alone
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But i& #39;ve talked about this before,
I cannot ignore that this is a destructive pattern that I need to correct, and I can& #39;t do it alone
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I talk about anxiety and depression a lot, and it& #39;s absolutely true that it disrupts all of my daily life, more than people realize
Work suffers, my relationships suffer. At my worst, even getting paid causes me to have breakdowns. I don& #39;t feel like I deserve the help I need
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Work suffers, my relationships suffer. At my worst, even getting paid causes me to have breakdowns. I don& #39;t feel like I deserve the help I need
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If I get through April rent, I& #39;m going into therapy for the anxiety, dealing with past traumas, and addiction issues.
I know that& #39;s a good thing, but I feel like I& #39;ve failed everyone. I& #39;ve been at the end of my rope for a long time, and I& #39;m always this & #39;problem& #39;...
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I know that& #39;s a good thing, but I feel like I& #39;ve failed everyone. I& #39;ve been at the end of my rope for a long time, and I& #39;m always this & #39;problem& #39;...
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I have too much work to do to take new work, unless any new clients are ok with being on a wait list.
I& #39;m still taking donations, and my DM& #39;s are open for discussion.
Not to mention too, that Toll of the Lost has been on hold, a thing I also feel guilty about every day.
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I& #39;m still taking donations, and my DM& #39;s are open for discussion.
Not to mention too, that Toll of the Lost has been on hold, a thing I also feel guilty about every day.
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As for future plans, I& #39;m focused on the therapy right now.
I& #39;m going to try and move forward with some kind of realistic work schedule on twitch in order to be held more accountable, unless I pick up a new day job that disrupts it (Still unemployed after Target laid me off).
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I& #39;m going to try and move forward with some kind of realistic work schedule on twitch in order to be held more accountable, unless I pick up a new day job that disrupts it (Still unemployed after Target laid me off).
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as of posting, 850 is the number I need to clear, (my complex raised the rent)
And I will be keeping updates to the numbers in this thread so I can be as transparent as possible.
Again my DM& #39;s are open if anyone wants to talk to me or has questions.
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And I will be keeping updates to the numbers in this thread so I can be as transparent as possible.
Again my DM& #39;s are open if anyone wants to talk to me or has questions.
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