you probably don't remember
that's how insignificant this was for you
but I will always remember how you made me feel
in that moment
and right now
you don't remember
a privilege I don't have
I wish I could forget
(1/)
that's how insignificant this was for you
but I will always remember how you made me feel
in that moment
and right now
you don't remember
a privilege I don't have
I wish I could forget
(1/)
if you recognize yourself in this thread
congrats you made it in the top 5 most horrible encounters I had with men in my 20 years on this planet
you should be fucking proud
(this list is not in order of severity because how does one even do that)
(2/)
congrats you made it in the top 5 most horrible encounters I had with men in my 20 years on this planet
you should be fucking proud
(this list is not in order of severity because how does one even do that)
(2/)
the first time I was 6, maybe 7
I barely remember this (or so I tell myself)
because I remember every detail
you were supposed to be the one to protect me from this
but I guess this is how this fucing world works
(3/)
I barely remember this (or so I tell myself)
because I remember every detail
you were supposed to be the one to protect me from this
but I guess this is how this fucing world works
(3/)
next we go to the big city
I guess this one was on me
because I should have thought about the stalking part when I accepted your tea
and that after three months avoiding the city I would see you for the second time and you would just start all over again
(4/)
I guess this one was on me
because I should have thought about the stalking part when I accepted your tea
and that after three months avoiding the city I would see you for the second time and you would just start all over again
(4/)
the winter after I shaved my head
that's when you reclaimed the spotlight
I thought I got rid of you after high school
I thought wrong
you are the first and only one of this list I told my mom about
(5/)
that's when you reclaimed the spotlight
I thought I got rid of you after high school
I thought wrong
you are the first and only one of this list I told my mom about
(5/)
this one fucking hurt me
this one I regret the most
this one people have told me it was my fault
this one made me scared of sex
this one still hurts so much
this one scared me
you scared me
and you don't even remember it
(6/)
this one I regret the most
this one people have told me it was my fault
this one made me scared of sex
this one still hurts so much
this one scared me
you scared me
and you don't even remember it
(6/)
number 5 is reserved for you
you were nice at first but you should learn when to stop
when I give you the directions you asked for
does not mean I want to accompany you
when I tell you I don't want to have dinner with you, don't follow me to my friends house and ask to join (7/)
you were nice at first but you should learn when to stop
when I give you the directions you asked for
does not mean I want to accompany you
when I tell you I don't want to have dinner with you, don't follow me to my friends house and ask to join (7/)