So I realised something. So I don't like unecessarily waiting around and sometimes if I'm asked to do something that takes my time away theres part of me thats is agitated. So I was thinking why is it something that even irritates me? -

I don't actually mind waiting as long as I'm updated sincerely
I actually like being able to do it when I'm asked to do an errand etc
The main issue was that my own time wasn't in my own control. The time I thought was to myself was taken essentially. -

That's the cause of irritation but you know once I acknowledged that its helped me step back and think again when them situations arise.
I may not have all the time I want used the way I want it to but really in that time waiting I can utilise it and in the time doing an errand-

I'm not losing out at all. These scenarios are a blessing in that way. I get chances to help and in the time waiting I don't have to just wait and sit around.
I just thought maybe someone else who is the same way could maybe benefit if they see. Taking that step back helps a lot

The time waiting can be used to recite Quran if you keep whudu or just read in general. The time gone won't come back by getting annoyed but the time can be used better if we let ourselves think rather than just letting our emotions dictate how we act