So I realised something. So I don& #39;t like unecessarily waiting around and sometimes if I& #39;m asked to do something that takes my time away theres part of me thats is agitated. So I was thinking why is it something that even irritates me? -

I don& #39;t actually mind waiting as long as I& #39;m updated sincerely
I actually like being able to do it when I& #39;m asked to do an errand etc
The main issue was that my own time wasn& #39;t in my own control. The time I thought was to myself was taken essentially. -

That& #39;s the cause of irritation but you know once I acknowledged that its helped me step back and think again when them situations arise.
I may not have all the time I want used the way I want it to but really in that time waiting I can utilise it and in the time doing an errand-

I& #39;m not losing out at all. These scenarios are a blessing in that way. I get chances to help and in the time waiting I don& #39;t have to just wait and sit around.
I just thought maybe someone else who is the same way could maybe benefit if they see. Taking that step back helps a lot

The time waiting can be used to recite Quran if you keep whudu or just read in general. The time gone won& #39;t come back by getting annoyed but the time can be used better if we let ourselves think rather than just letting our emotions dictate how we act
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