can i talk about something?
i feel like i describe myself in many ways. or assign myself many things? i go “oh hmm today’s this” and get excited about tweets i see that might detail me. and there are so many things?
i need to sort it all out. i need to work on being consistent. with who i am and who i want
i need to sort it all out. i need to work on being consistent. with who i am and who i want
to be, and work on getting there. i feel like there are so many aveys? and that’s okay i mean, having many emotions at different times is fine. but i feel like a different person with each one
and i recognize this is me with another “i feel like a” talking about my “i feel like a
and i recognize this is me with another “i feel like a” talking about my “i feel like a
“ posts
idk. i’ve been thinking back to high school and how many different versions there were of me. i used to think that made me strong and varied. able to exist well in many different spaces. but now i just think it taught me to mask in many different spaces, and it tore me
idk. i’ve been thinking back to high school and how many different versions there were of me. i used to think that made me strong and varied. able to exist well in many different spaces. but now i just think it taught me to mask in many different spaces, and it tore me
into separate pieces with no cohesive whole. i need to find that whole and then have those sections of myself still be part of that whole. one umbrella kind of thing.
so. fragmented. there are so so so many things i need to work on and i don’t even know where to start
so. fragmented. there are so so so many things i need to work on and i don’t even know where to start
this is me trying to find that first launching point
idk. i’m an absolute mess. i’ve tried not to show it online too much but like, i’m not doing okay. and this thread is ultimately something i’ll forget i ever thought and will be replaced by the next thing i assign myself. but god, like, i need *something* to latch onto