Rant?? Idk

Im kinda stressed out because of school and busy weekends (hell my only free day is Tuesday) but at the same time I can’t post anything on my yt cos my teacher watches my videos (I know this as I saw her watching my video help?? She doesn’t know its me tho) and I’m-

Kinda restricted to what I can do
(Like I hate science so much but nothing I can do) so rn my only choice is to suck it up and just waste countless hours of my time doing stuff that is ultimately useless for my future. Like who the hell buys 10000 watermelons in bulk hello?? -

(Continuing) I don’t really have a problem with languages (which is why I took up 3rd lang) and I actually like it
BUT CHEMISTRY IS LIKE WHY DO I NEED TO KNOW HOW MANY ELECTRONS ARE IN AN ATOM WHAT??? Anyways this is my opinion on school and whatever so yeah

Gonna delete this thread later lol