// manipulation

info dump on c!tubbos trauma since nobody seems to pay attention to him:

/rp /dsmp

tubbo went from a happy go lucky kid to an war soldier and a president a 17 year old was forced to fight wars and lead a whole nation while he was still a kid, he was forced to forgive someone who killed him just because at the time everyone else made him feel like it didn't

matter during the pogtopia arc, all his life he was forced to believe that he was just a sidekick when he was so much more than that, he got manipulated by c!dream through out the whole exile arc just because he had something dream wanted, tommy made him hold on to the

disks then when the fight at the community house happened he told him to just give them to dream after all that had happened tubbo did everything he could to make everyone happy but they all made him feel like it wasn't enough, when one of the only people you trust

tells you that inanimate objects were worth more than you ever were it really dies stick to you and since tubbo heard that same phrase about the disks from tommy he started to believe it he did all he could to insure tommy gets his disks back even offering his on life at the

opportunity because if his friends aren't happy then whats the point? he always coped with change whenever anything happened to him he'd rush to fix and change just because he didnt show his emotions to everyone doesn't mean he didn't go through stuff, after a while of having

to deal with what he dealt with you become desensitised to everything. he rarely showed emotions and even when almost dying he still favoured tommys happiness over his on life he was ready to sacrifice himself for the disks because that is what he felt tommy reduced him to, and

now he has a family he has everything to lose so he made nukes to protect himself because the only way he knew to protect him and his family and make sure they're safe is through violence because thats how everyone else around him acted thats how he was taught to protect

what he cared for.

ignore in spelling mistakes or shit grammar i wrote this on one hour of sleep