BIG TW FOR THIS THREAD.

// my day just keeps getting worse and worse, I’m forced to deal with all of it with no help at all. I’m stranded in the middle of nowhere for the rest of today and tomorrow with my family on my dad’s side. They are all awful homophobic assholes.
My dad is actively bullying my brother by insulting him and mentioning things he knows upset us. He’s being hypocritical by saying we are invading his privacy while bursting into our room unannounced. And this isn’t even half of it!
My dad is a gaslighting bitch who is constantly trying to guilt trip us. My grandparents on his side are no better, they are always worrying about the race of a person and if they aren’t white it’s a bad thing to them. I, constantly bullied for being “fat” (im not) and they-
Are all homophobic, transphobic, racist, sexist, ableist, and much more. I’ve got irl friends who are being assholes behind my back. I’m always the one people come to for help and I do not mind that but it’s taking it’s toll.
(This is where the tw comes in)

This is the kinda shit that made me suicidal a few years ago and I’m starting to have thoughts again. I’m fucking losing it, I hate all of this so so so much. I can’t go a day without having a breakdown. My family knows I hate it but they-
Don’t do shit! It’s unbearable! People are always betraying me or doing something that makes me sad, or angry, or just feel negative in general.
I’m not gonna hurt myself. I’m just having thoughts. I’m sorry to worry you guys. I’m just not doing too great.
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