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Can we just stop all this nonsense? I only want to say good morning to one person for the rest of my life. And that’s to you.
I’m tired of pretending I’m over you just so that you could talk to me again. I’m done with telling myself that we’re better off as friends. I can’t live another moment without you
Yes, I know we both have things to work on. It won’t be all rainbows and butterflies.
But I want you by my side as I face this strange world. I want to be by your side as you face everything.
But I want you by my side as I face this strange world. I want to be by your side as you face everything.
You asked me how much I wanted you, and I tried to play it cool. You deserve someone completely and utterly devoted and in love with you. As I know I deserve that too.
I don’t want to play game with you. Just like it was before. The games came in when I feared I had lost you. My insecurities told me it was the only option I had left.
It’s no lie that I crave and lust for you. But its no lie either that I search for you even when I my dick is soft and hole is shut. You are not my booty call.
In the same breath though, I want you to be my one and only booty call. At any time of day, mood or setting, I am yours and you are mine.
Oh captain, if you really don’t want me then tell me. Until then, how can I move on when I know with all my heart that you want me as much as I want you.
I’m trying not to need you as I did, you don’t deserve that pressure. But I hope you feel the pleasure of me wanting you more than anything in this universe.
I am certain that we had met in a life before this. Why else would our connection be so strong, my soul be so comfortable and at home with you? We found each other yet again and wow babe, how special it has been.
I’m sorry for all the pain I’ve caused you. And I hope you forgive yourself for the pain you’ve caused me too; as I am healing from it too.
I haven’t stopped writing you letters. When you’re ready I hope you would read them again.
I continue on with my journey of self-improvement and take this moment yet again to reach out to you. No longer to the void, but to this space where you may still be.
I continue on with my journey of self-improvement and take this moment yet again to reach out to you. No longer to the void, but to this space where you may still be.
I don’t want to re-write out past... cause then our filthy gunk would not have surfaced. I stand secure that you will accept me for all I am, and I hope you know that I accept you for all I’ve seen and that might still be hidden.
(Please ignore all the autocorrects hehe)
As the alter world reads this, I know that many guys hope for a love that is true... we escape into this world of strangers because our world of reality is just so scary... but this is now part of our reality. Alter world has become part of our journey of self discovery.
I hope you read this. Today or one day. I gave it up to “destiny” to bring us back together again. What’s funny is, we can shape our own destinies.
I’m not on this platform much anymore, but right when I got on, I saw you again last week.
I tried to make myself “available” here just so I could find you again. How stupid. I should’ve just sent these messages already. Hehe.
I tried to make myself “available” here just so I could find you again. How stupid. I should’ve just sent these messages already. Hehe.
You used to tell me there are better guys out there. Sure there are hotter guys. Sure there are other “options”.
But there is only ONE you. And I want you.
But there is only ONE you. And I want you.
Anyway, it’s useless to keep rambling. I don’t know what I’m expecting after all this.
I can’t force you to message me. But I hope you know you’re special. And I’m not done fighting for you.
I can’t force you to message me. But I hope you know you’re special. And I’m not done fighting for you.
This is me fighting for you still.
To the moon and back. In a spaceship or not, captains as one.
Don’t give up on life :)
To the moon and back. In a spaceship or not, captains as one.
Don’t give up on life :)
