Hey, so like, every now and then I hear that some people are talking negatively about me saying I did "this and that". I'd really appreciate it if people told me what was being said about me so I can take responsibility, own up, and apologize for whatever I did. I'm just saying

Like, it really hurts my feelings, and affects me mentally, when people tell me "I keep distant from you cuz I've heard people say things about you" when I'm not even aware of what I did. Sure, 2/3 of the people talking bad about me are already shitty people but like...

How am I gonna come forward, be mature, and clear everything up, when people are refusing to tell me what's being said about me, and instead blocking me?

It's not fair when all the info I get is "I know what you did don't play dumb" or "you're an unbearable bitch" when I legitimately have 0 idea what caused people to turn on me. I barely even talk to anyone nowadays so knowing that years old stuff is probably being said about...

...me makes it more scary. I just wanna know what I did, maybe they're misunderstandings and no one ever heard my side? I don't even know.