Hey, so like, every now and then I hear that some people are talking negatively about me saying I did "this and that". I& #39;d really appreciate it if people told me what was being said about me so I can take responsibility, own up, and apologize for whatever I did. I& #39;m just saying

Like, it really hurts my feelings, and affects me mentally, when people tell me "I keep distant from you cuz I& #39;ve heard people say things about you" when I& #39;m not even aware of what I did. Sure, 2/3 of the people talking bad about me are already shitty people but like...

How am I gonna come forward, be mature, and clear everything up, when people are refusing to tell me what& #39;s being said about me, and instead blocking me?

It& #39;s not fair when all the info I get is "I know what you did don& #39;t play dumb" or "you& #39;re an unbearable bitch" when I legitimately have 0 idea what caused people to turn on me. I barely even talk to anyone nowadays so knowing that years old stuff is probably being said about...

...me makes it more scary. I just wanna know what I did, maybe they& #39;re misunderstandings and no one ever heard my side? I don& #39;t even know.