Watching streams got way too out of hand and I realize that by not participating, I am just taking advantage of the streamers and the platform. I didn't realize I was that bad lmao. Trying to focus on other things right now and move on.

I'm glad that some have found it to be pretty decent and funny at times. I regret posting my outbursts of anger and some veers into extreme thoughts. It's something that I find personally troubling and I will try to learn from it and change for the better.

I ask that everyone tries read this thread with absolute sincerity. I'm not trying to make a meta or subliminal joke.