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i love my family so so much
we had this little dinner at my place and i talked to my uncle about just escaping and travelling and we talked so much, i love my uncle, hes one of my bestfriends. he makes me feel like i can do anything and everything and i just felt so happy, no judgement just talking
and then everyone talked about how much potential i have and how im gonna reach places. they said theyre proud of me and how im meant for greatness only and they said i add so much, being myself, my personality, not just my achievements and anyone would be lucky to know me
& my grandpa told me his fun little stories w grandma and how much he misses her and how shes so proud of me,looking over me and before her death she talked so many great things about me and god i miss her so much. then we talked about pepsi and how she misses me like i miss her
and lately id been feeling so alone and worthless but them without even knowing about it, just appreciating me the way i am made me feel so loved. they said how im gonna have so much happiness and the right people in my life one day and theyll love me always no matter what
and the day pepsi died was the day i got my board results and i was so scared to not be good enough but my uncle said im worth more than just numbers, and he said he salutes what kind of a person i am and even though im not feeling like myself rn, hes always going to love me
and that i cant see it rn, but my family is always proud of me, good uni or no, good marks or not. and that rn although it hurts, i'll find my real friends, live my life to the fullest and be the happiest. and we made this little elbow handshake and he hugged me
and everyone talked about my grandma, what kind of a woman she was and how she always thought im gonna reach so high in life. and it felt so nice that i wasnt alone, theyre mourning with me, they miss her like i do. and how one day im gonna meet pepsi again and she'll come to me
and it'll be like she never died. oh god i miss pepsi so so much. everyday i wake up and think im gonna get through this day but i hate the fact that i wake up to a world without her, i just wish i could just hug her once and kiss her and be with her. i miss her so much. it hurts
but yeah and my uncle told me no matter what big an idiot bubbles is, he loves with with his entire life and i called bubbles but when we looked at him he was humping his pillow and it was just so funny we all laughed so much.
