⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀𝑚𝑖𝑠𝑠𝑖𝑜𝑛 𝑖 ; 𝑠𝑒𝑙𝑓 ㅡ 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒

⠀⠀⠀⠀ 𝟻 𝑡𝘩𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑠 𝑖& #39;𝑣𝑒 𝑏𝑒𝑒𝑛 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑜𝑛

these are not purely my strengths, someday i can’t always pull this off, someday i did better, these are the thing i’ve been working on daily to feel better about living.

` 𝘩𝑜𝑛𝑒𝑠𝑡𝑦

i am far from a saint, i lie at timesㅡ but the honesty i’ve meant is that i’ve been trying my best not to lie to myself. I’ve been practicing on how i need to be true in what ever i’m doing, in the things i make, in the words i said.

though it is still very hard for me to casually open up to people, i did to some. I said almost everything i want to say, something i once fear. but i know storing it will make things heavy. and misunderstanding might cost me to lose the things i treasure. so it is honesty.

`𝑖𝑛 𝑡𝘩𝑒 𝑤𝑎𝑦 𝑖 𝑠𝑒𝑒 𝑡𝘩𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑠

it’s not that i’m implying that i have a really nice vision upon life, upon things. but most of the times, for my own sakeㅡ i tried to seize everything into it’s beauty, i tried to see things from it’s best point of view…

for what ever i can learn from it. i tend to romanticize a lot of things, yes, but that’s also one or two things that helped me to stay faithful with my value upon this. for a heart that hardens, a soul that never tires.

`𝑚𝑦 𝑠𝑒𝑙𝑓 𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑡𝑟𝑜𝑙

I want to say that this is my most helpful traits at least for myself, this get me through a lot of things. i don’t know wether this is counted as a strength or it’s just my pride butㅡ

but a lot of times what my heart desire work pretty nicely with my state of mind. sometimes it decides for each other, for me, or sometimes i count the aftermath as well.

` 𝑚𝑦 𝑏𝑟𝑜𝑡𝘩𝑒𝑟 𝑠𝑎𝑖𝑑 𝑖 𝑡𝑒𝑛𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑏𝑒 𝑐𝑎𝑙𝑚 𝑖𝑛 𝑓𝑎𝑐𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡𝘩𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑠???

i love slow living, i really really love taking things in the most quiet, subtle and calm attitude because i know how bad anger can do to me, though sometimes i might lost it.

but i’ve been really working on being peaceful, and happy. i have faith that we are shaped by the words we said, the things we do and the decision we make. one day i will sit in front of a lake in hope not regretting any of them.

` 𝑚𝑦 𝑠𝑒𝑙𝑓 𝑎𝑐𝑐𝑒𝑝𝑡𝑎𝑛𝑐𝑒

again, all the strength i’ve pointed out on this thread is basically the things i’ve been working on in the process i’m growing. my self acceptance should be on the list, I’ve tried so hard to have this belief thatㅡ

the healthiest thing i can do for myself is to let go the things that i can’t change, to not trick for love into staying, and to not claim what is never been mine. it took me years, the process is even endless but i’ve learned so much about the art of letting go.

i felt a lot more better, a lot more lighter. once i read in a book “there is so much stubborn hope on human’s heart” and that’s it. I learned how to treasure what i have right now with all my heart but still with a space of recovery if one day they might need to leave.
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