i just want sleep. i want to not be at work for ten hours a day. I want to have the energy to clean my fucking apartment when i get home instead of immediately passing out on my fucking couch because I have to go in early and leave late.
literally fuck this. i'm always five seconds away from angry crying. i'm falling asleep standing up in fucking meetings. i hate this shit. and she's STILL going to fucking call me at eight pm with some meaningless bullshit? go the fuck away, ma'am, i LEFT.
At this rate im going to snap on her and then I'll actually be in trouble for fucking insubordination or some shit. but screw it i'm almost at the point where i don't give a shit anymore.
Korea was supposed to be fun but i'm too fucking exhausted to actually go anywhere on the weekends, and all im getting from my boss is "this is how it is you need to learn to manage it" no ma'am, i need to not be EXPECTED to just work 10 hours a day every day!