Does anyone else have such a hard time recognizing feelings you cant remember why something made you laugh or whats funny to you n shit. I sometimes feel so fake just cause i cant recall on those feelings and thinking about things doesnt really make me supper happy or sad?-

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Though i know i can feel cause i feel such strong bursts of admiration and love for my friends but yet I cant.. Remember what males me happy or why it makes me happy. Same goes for sad too.. Stuff like relatives and pets dying. Doesn't Make me sad anymore

I dunno I just doubt my ability to feel things and i really struggle to recognize why things make me feel the way they do. Its so odd not understanding what you're feeling. Ever.