hi okay once again i have something to say in a (kinda) short thread its not like a big deal like im leaving twt or anything its just things i'd gen like to say im sorry for to some anons, people, and old friends i know check this /srs /safe /gen
i know some people here look up to me, i know they like my writing, i know i have "fans" even though i gen dont like the term "fans" anyways i know that with having "fans" and a "following" means you need to be a decent role model and i've not done that at all
not a lot of people on twitter know much about me, they've seen my tattoos at most, know my age, and pronouns. thats it. you see me interacting with people and people havr replied to my tweets or dmed me saying i inspire them and im not going to let all the shitty things ive-
done just pass and slip by. no i'm not racist, homophonic or anything ive just been kinda toxic and mean to some people and its really not right. yes, my old friends have wronged me, some have EXTREMLY wronged me. but thats not an excuse for the way i behave abt some of them.
i've made mean jokes, i've said mean things to them out of anger for the things they did to me. and even so ive been mean to people i dont even know. yeah i get creepy cc's, and ive gotten some cc's about people saying they have feelings for me-
and the way i responded to these people was cruel. people can't help how they feel, and even if they're an anon they don't need made fun of or jokes being made abt them feeling things for me. no, it wasn't always me making jokes it was my friends
that doesn't make me any less guilty, i let it happen. i dont get a pass just because i didnt say anything myself, i let people ridicule people and my "fans" and made no measures to stand up for them, or speak against it happening.
ive made toxic jokes, i've made toxic choices. i dont want to make this thread long so im not going to go into super detail abt things ive done in the past. some people see them as "not a big deal" and me just making poor choices. whether its a big deal or not, im guilty of it.
i let my friends be mean to people because they're my friends, and thats wrong. i'm not going to let this happen anymore. im going to make the right choice, even if it means i have to disagree with my friends or argue with them.