Sometimes I think being too nice is a curse. But it isn’t right? This was me my whole life and I dealt with people treating me badly but I still overcame it. People get mad at me for being too nice but this is me. I can’t really change myself and I don’t want to change for people

or the world. I wanna keep thinking that the way I am is somehow contributing some goodness to the world. I still believe there’s goodness out there or at least people like me. I just hate how I have to deal with the pain when I treat people right coming from my heart.

and please practice what you preach. Don’t be a hypocrite or a liar. I’m just spitting the truth. When I say something, I mean it.

I just gotta work on being stronger and knowing what I want and deserve. But I still have that instinct that I don’t wanna hurt other people. Shit. I need to think about myself too at times or else I’m just going to be taken advantage of. Don’t worry ya’ll.